Through time and space....

Through time and space,
Nothing transcends here.
A place where you are you.
A destiny that makes you.
A traction that pulls you.
Exploring the mystery,
That becomes you.
Hiding in plain sight.
So many disguises,
Yet something true hides.
How it comes out?
Nobody knows,
The thrill of finding it.
Its the ultimate goal,
Once you reach it.
You could never let go.
Yet the wait persists,
Through time and space.

Tho kyun hai?

Kyun Gumsum Hai Zindagi.
Kyun Chupsi Hai Bandagi.
Kyun hua yeh dil ke lagi.
Kyun rooti hai dillagi.
Naa jaane kya deewangi,
Lubaye is khamoshi ko.
Vaade Jhoote,
Dosti Nakli.
Bas Rah Gayi Anjaani,
Is Ajnabi Duniya Mein.
Tanhaye Apnaya Mujhe.
Mayoosi Thama Mujhe.
Kyun Poora Lagta Hain?
Yeh Akelapan.
Koi tho Samjaye Na.

Another year.....gone

Another day another year....time flies yet somethings remain the same. No matter how much you wish for it sometimes its just unattainable. Just the one that is wanted is out of reach and the distance that separates the two is a gulf of illusive contradictions. But is it wrong to hope that whatever is seeked will ultimately end up where it belongs despite the present conditions. Thats the case that should happen in the near future. As always somebody says Hope is the quintessential human delusion. Somehow this delusion is the one that harbors the utmost relief even when everything seems so bleak.
Birthdays come and go...But do all those wishes come true?!!!!

Nilavil...

Nilavil vazhum devadai ondru.
Kanavil vazhum aval indru.
Thanimaiyil medhandhum,
Punnagai pooka veppal.
Vinnkum Mannukum
Naduvil Sikki,
Avalin Mugavari tholaithu vittal.
Kodi Uravugal Avalai Sumakka,
Yeno Avale Ayengi Nindral.
Thedinal Ingum Angum,
Parthal Munum Pinum.
Edho oru Ekam Kannil.
Edho oru dhaagam Manadhil.
Oru punnagai poothalum,
Oru Sogam ullathil.
Karanam Ariyvillai,
Valli Puriyavillai.
Oli koduthal,
Adhil oru sparisam illai.
Kaneer Vadithal,
Andru Amavasai than.
Enna thudipu ullakul.
Enna Salangal jeevanil.
Artham enna edharku,
Vazhavathu epdi,
Indha kadhal ilamal.
Palaivana solai aaga,
Indha Nandavanam.
Karayamal irukave,
Varuvan antha oruvan.
Ullagathin Mullaiyil,
Avalai thalatta,
Avalai konja,
Avalai Siratta,
Avalai kadhalika.
Epodhu varuvano
Epo thondruvano.
kalangal kalinthu,
Aval kathirkal,
Inda Nilavin devadhai.

Goodbye my dear....

Good-bye I bid to you.
I no longer need bonds.
I no longer need satisfaction.
Iam who I'm.
I don't want anything from you.
I don't need another failure.
I just live now for whatever it is.
You don't need to disappear,
Just because you see me.
I won't stand in your way.
I never expected this,
I thought you were different.
Wrong I may have been,
Always the case everytime.
What I write is not science fiction
The message I convey
Is very loud and clear.
No more hiding,
when you have never seen me.
No more talking,
when you have never heard me.
What are you conveying,
I do figure
but why the awkwardness?
If I was strange and odd.
I do say my bad.
But putting up with your crap.
Its not my forte.
I was blunt before,
Now am numb.
Your silence speaks well.
Your derision clear.
No more bothering,
No more talking.
I stay out of the way.
Forever I ascertain.
One thing I do know,
Never will I meet anyone,
Never will I want anyone.
Iam done with you.
I am done with company.
My loneliness my refuge,
I go on from here.
Good-bye to you
forever yours.

Nan enbadhu.....I'm it.....Hum hi!!!

Thuligal en mel sindha,
Porattam ondru thodangiyathu.
Vizhigal ennai parka,
Idhayam irendu edam mariyathu.
Oviyangal ennai varnika,
Vekkam indru parandhu ponathu.
Kavidhaigal ennai uraika,
Varigalum Nooru thondriyathu.
Mozhigal ennai patri pesa,
Artham Aayiram uravanadhu.
Malargal Vasam Veesa,
Thendralum indru nindrathu.
Mayam saiyum ithu,
Mayakam thodarum endrum.
Njan yaru endru aruvira?
Alla Nan yenna vindru purivaya?
Kelvigalin ore badil than,
Nan.....yaru unaku puriyum
Epo Nee Yenai unarvayo.


Drops of some felt onto me,
A battle was waged.
Visions envisioned me,
Two hearts were misplaced.
Paintings described me,
Shyness held captive vanished.
Poems praised me,
Many verses were borne.
Languages read me,
Thousands meanings were formed.
Flowers spreading their gentle smell,
Stopped the wind in its track.
Magic it creates stays,
As does the dizziness that sets in.
What am I?
Could you understand me?
All questions with one answer
Just look inside and you'd know.
What or who I could actually be!!!

Boondein kahi se giri ,
Shooru hua ek silsila.
Aankhon ne dekha ek jhalak,
Do Dil kahi kho gaye.
Tasveer kiya hamara nazakat,
Sharmana bhula diya.
Shayri kiya hamara tareef,
Hazaar dohe likha gaya.
Zubaane kiya hamara elaan,
Matlab har kahi chaane lagi.
Phoolon ki mahek,
Roki Hawa apne Dastoor mein.
Akir Hum kya hai?
Ya Hum kaun hai?
Jaane yahan sab,
Baas rahi ek jawab..
Doondo nahi
Baas andar ehsaas karo
Tab Jaanoge ke hum hi hai woh!!!

Krishnamoorthy Airtel Super Singer Junior

My predicted winner from the beginning.
The makings of the next big thing.
Absolutely freakin'awesome.
The best...hands down!!!
Congrats krishnamoorthy!
Hope he gets the break he deserves!!!!

vandhadhe....

Matrangal kodi
Yenagal thedi
Vandhadhe pudhu vasantham.
Thuligal vizhundhu
Kolangal varaindhu
Vandhadhe pudhu ullasam.
Idhayam thirandhu
Kadhalum valandhu
Vandhadhe pudhu matram.
Vizhigal Sera
Jeevangal Inaya
Vandhadhe pudhu swasam.
Pudhumai idhuvo
Pazhamai adhuvo
Ellam Ellimai,
Idhava Unmai...
Alla Idhan pizhaiya....

No more...nothing really!!!

Doesn't matter anymore
What was left was done...
I have no words to tell
I have no fights to battle.
I have no feelings to feel
I have no opinions to express.
I have no bonds to forge.
I have no one to love.
I have no enemy to hate.
I have no heart to hold.
I have no thoughts to think.
All I am is an existing shell.
Everything wiped out clean/
Just going with the flow,
Taking no prisoners....
Just shackles of my doings.
I live with everyday.
The prize i deserve loneliness.
Which i hold dear as my acceptance.

You wouldn't tell me...

What was left unsaid?
Was a question left unanswered.
Hopes of being together,
A distant destination unexplored.
Revealing what was inside,
A frivolous risk unwarranted.
Feelings that blossomed,
A wondrous enigma unexpected.
Losing yourself completely,
A thoughtful chance underestimated.
Bridging the gap in between,
A futile effort unnecessary.
So many ways to say,
The one thing thats expected.
Ending in a lull,
that leaves so much to be desired.
The finality always the same.
To end up feeling unwanted.

Ishq ka noor...

dil meherbaani kiya
tumne shikayat samjha
dil mehfooz kiya
tumhe ilzam soojha
dil sifarish kiya
tumhe bewafa laaga
kusurvar toh hum hain
lekin koi shikwah nahi ki
kusur sirf yehi hai
mujrim banaya is ishq ne..
tabah kya is ashq ne...
Bas rah gaye yaadein....
Jo kabhi na bul payenge.
Dard-e-dil tune kya socha,
Aur kya hua...
Tasaboor ki yehi mannat hai tho
Jehannum main hum rahenge...
Jab tak ham payenge
Apna Jannat tere nigahon main.

tere liye.....

Puchte hum nazakat se
Kya Jaanu Is Ishq Ka
Na Jee sake iske bina
Na Mar sake iske bina
Ulfat ki Daayre Par
Hum kho gaye tujh mein.
Dubte raahe anjaane mein.
Dil ki lehar pukare tujhe
Dil ka sehar saaware tumhe.
Akir kya Haal Hai Mera?
Koi tho Jaane yahaan.
Lekin Jawaab Na Mile humhe.
Tanhai ko Thaama Humne.
Judaai ko na Seha Paaye.
Harjai Ban gaye Hum tere liye.

Just another take....on life!!!

Just when everything is over.
You realize its the start.
Just when everything starts.
You reach the half-time mark.
Just when everthing twists.
You reach the climatic finish.
Just when everything finishes.
You reach the unexpected catharsis.
The ups and downs,
The ebbs and flows.
The stillness and calm.
The wrestlessness and noise.
The boredom and timelessness.
The eternity and existence.
The yin and yang of life.
Keeps on changing,
like the wheel it moves,
Undaunted with lithe.
Time as it flows,
So does life...
Reaching a point where
everything is irrelevant.
Just the reminder that.
Life as we know it,
Is the actual truth.

Twisted...

Far from being simple,
Every juncture in time.
All that seems right,
Somehow ends up wrong.
Every decision taken,
Always tangles in a doubt.
To execute takes guts,
Bearing the result a jolt.
The noose seems lower,
The quicksand seems closer.
Being pulled in two,
Not letting go at once.
Tied up in knots,
At the crossroads of life.
Every catalyst far and wide,
Triggering reactions unwarranted.
It gets tighter,
With no hopes of untanglement.
Ticking away every second,
Is one eternity short.
All thats left to hold on,
Is the point of being twisted...
Till the point of no return,
Imagining then atleast....
There would be a calming lull
To breathe again peacefully.

The one thing that is...

All it takes for one,
To be separated.
Is just one glance,
In the right direction.
Something different,
That makes a transition.
It has a language,
that transcends everything.
It has a music,
that silences every sound.
It has a meaning,
that forms many variations.
Hard to describe,
What is felt.
But once its welcomed.
Its hard to ever let go.
What makes you different?
What makes you unique?
Its the most common,
Yet the strangest.
Somehow its that one thing.
That gives you a sweet reality,
And an unforgotten fantasy.

Nijame Avan...

Pookal medhu nadakiren
Mullil medhu medhakiren.
Mayamai Therigirathu Iyarkkai.
Anbhuvame pudhidhai thondriyathe.
Karmegham pozhiyum osai,
Yen Salangai oli anathe.
Puyal vesum payanam.
Indru Mella thendralai mariyadhu.
Sparisamai Thodum Neram..
Appothe Nindru Vittathu
Yen kana kannum kalangal.
Ullathil Sidhaki veetai,
Oru Perin Nizhal.
Anniyanai irunthu
Therinthavanai mari
Indru Yen Nijam aginan.

fallen unto him...

Cribbings about solitude,
Always took a toll.
Isolation always in vogue.
Underestimating a recurring fad.
Pessimism a regular fixture.
All in all ingredients,
For the blissful life prescribed.
Jumping to conclusions,
Always over analyzing.
Issues requiring alot of therapy.
Blindingly seeming to walk,
Stumbling on something unexpected.
The more you yearn,
The more you relate.
The more you gaze.
The more you fall.
An accidental incident
Triggering a solace needed.
Wordlessly a feeling passes,
Being on an edge of hope.
Theres something out there,
Waiting to be embraced.
How do you relate to it?
How do you touch it?
How do you feel it?
Not making any sense
A sure sign of things to come.
Somehow feeling grounded,
Gliding back into reality.
A handful of chances,
To know what you stumbled on.
Even the most vaguest things.
Appear charmingly engrossing.
Getting to know a slow dance.
A fall here,
A twirl there.
An amusing menagerie
Of thoughtful incandescence.
Undescribably warm.
When it happened
Nobody knew.
Is it unrequitted?
Chances quite there.
Is it worth it?
Brazilliantly affirmative.
Is it possible?
Possibly probable.
Is it positively a turn on?
A rhetoric thats lame.
All thats needed is,
The more you know
The more you fall.
Until you know
Its in his arms.
A dreamy reality indeed.
But a fantasy it is not.
You've fallen unto him
And theres no going back.

Realizations.....

A new beginning started,
A new end came.
All that were
Have come and gone.
Only she was left behind.
What was her place,
She did not know.
What was her point,
She did not care.
So many she greeted,
Yet no one responded.
Was she a ghost?
Was she a known stranger?
Her only mistake,
was keeping herself hidden.
Vowing never to get hurt.
But somehow being hidden,
was the one thing that hurt her.
She could live without anyone.
The loneliness that claimed her,
Was the only thing that stayed.
Only echoes of the past left,
Being heard in the present.
Realizations dawned that
Only she understood.
Those gazing afar,
Looking in could only see.
What was meant to be shown.
Do you need someone to live?
Do you need someone to feel?
Do you need someone to notice?
Do you need someone to care?
Or Is loneliness enough to survive?
These questions are the quest,
That she aims to find.
Only to revere in the fact,
That hope is afloat somewhere,
Theres got to be one soul,
Who could give the answers
She seeks to find.
When will she meet that person.
Its upto time
to decide the outcome.